{"id":15304,"date":"2023-06-27T11:24:24","date_gmt":"2023-06-27T08:24:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/traditia.md\/?p=15304"},"modified":"2023-06-27T11:40:50","modified_gmt":"2023-06-27T08:40:50","slug":"vedenia-parintelui-proclu-nicau-despre-sfintenia-parintelui-justin-parvu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/traditia.md\/ro\/vedenia-parintelui-proclu-nicau-despre-sfintenia-parintelui-justin-parvu\/","title":{"rendered":"Vedenia p\u0103rintelui Proclu (Nic\u0103u) despre sfin\u021benia p\u0103rintelui Justin (P\u00e2rvu)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong><em>Respecta\u021bi \u0219i iubi\u021bi de c\u0103tre credincio\u0219i, p\u0103rin\u021bii rom\u00e2ni arhimandritul Justin (P\u00e2rvu; 1919-2013) \u0219i monahul Proclu (Nic\u0103u; 1928-2017) au fost contemporani, \u00eens\u0103 niciodat\u0103 nu s-au intersectat. Ambii au suferit pentru Hristos \u00een timpurile prigoanei comuniste, ambii \u0219i-au petrecut via\u021ba \u00een z\u0103vor\u00e2re: p\u0103rintele Proclu \u00eentr-o cocioab\u0103 la marginea p\u0103durii, p\u0103rintele Justin \u2013 \u00een \u00eenchisori, iar mai apoi \u00eentr-un loc de reziden\u021b\u0103 for\u021bat\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 drept de a-l p\u0103r\u0103si. Cu toate acestea, au fost str\u00e2ns lega\u021bi prin Dumnezeu. <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>Despre aceast\u0103 leg\u0103tur\u0103 a m\u0103rturisit fiica duhovniceasc\u0103 a p\u0103rintelui Proclui, Oana Maria Smoc, medic stomatolog din Ia\u0219i, cu ocazia lans\u0103rii c\u0103r\u021bii \u201eP\u0103rintele Proclu \u2013 file de Pateric\u201d, care a avut loc la 27 ianuarie 2018, la M\u0103n\u0103stirea Sih\u0103stria Putnei.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Am avut marea binecuv\u00e2ntare sa-l \u00eent\u00e2lnesc pe p\u0103rintele Proclu \u00een 1996, fiind student\u0103 \u00eentr-un pelerinaj. \u0218i atunci inima mea s-a lipit de p\u0103rintele. Mergeam destul de des acolo, ca acas\u0103. P\u0103rintele a fost \u0219i mam\u0103 \u0219i tat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>Am sim\u021bit la p\u0103rinte \u00eemplinirea unui citat al Sf\u00e2ntului Talasie Libianul care spune: \u201eDorul \u00eentins \u00eentreg spre Dumnezeu leag\u0103, pe cei ce-l au, cu Dumnezeu \u015fi \u00eentreolalt\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Despre p\u0103rintele a\u0219a cum l-am sim\u021bit, a avut un dar extraordinar de a aprinde \u00een inimile celor care l-au c\u0103utat, dorul de Dumnezeu. \u0218tia cu o delicate\u021be deosebit\u0103 s\u0103 se coboare la un suflet c\u0103zut \u0219i dezn\u0103d\u0103jduit, pierdut pe cale, s\u0103-l ridice, s\u0103-l pun\u0103 \u00eenapoi pe calea cea dreapt\u0103, s\u0103-i aprind\u0103 dorul de Dumnezeu \u0219i s\u0103-i arate c\u0103 Dumnezeu este iubire.<\/p>\n<p>Vreau s\u0103 v\u0103 \u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u0219esc, n-o s\u0103 lungesc cuv\u00e2ntul, dou\u0103 experien\u021be, dou\u0103 minuni tr\u0103ite \u00een chilia p\u0103rintelui Proclu. Una este legat\u0103 de moartea P\u0103rintelui Justin, v\u0103 rog s\u0103 \u00eemi ierta\u021bi emo\u021biile:<\/p>\n<p>Ziua \u00een care P\u0103rintele Justin a intrat com\u0103, trecea la Domnul, eu ne\u0219tiind nimic despre acest lucru, am mers la p\u0103rintele Proclu. Obi\u0219nuiam s\u0103 mergem destul de des, cam o dat\u0103 la o lun\u0103 \u0219i jum\u0103tate. Am fi mers noi mai des dar nu \u00eendr\u0103zneam s\u0103-l deranj\u0103m. \u0218i-a\u0219a era prea des.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_15296\" style=\"width: 240px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-15296\" class=\"wp-image-15296 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/traditia.md\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/monah-proklu-nikeu-u-svoej-kellii.jpg\" alt=\"\u041c\u043e\u043d\u0430\u0445 \u041f\u0440\u043e\u043a\u043b\u0443 (\u041d\u0438\u043a\u044d\u0443) \u0443 \u0441\u0432\u043e\u0435\u0439 \u043a\u0435\u043b\u043b\u0438\u0438\" width=\"230\" height=\"300\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-15296\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Monahul Proclu (Nic\u0103u) l\u00e2ng\u0103 chilia sa<\/p><\/div>\n<p>Ajung\u00e2nd acolo, era sear\u0103, era pe la 7 \u0219i jum\u0103tate seara. Era \u00eenchis\u0103 porti\u021ba lui. Am stat un pic de vorb\u0103 cu sora p\u0103rintelui, cu maica. Eram \u00eempreun\u0103 cu so\u021bul meu, sus la c\u0103su\u021ba maicii. Dup\u0103 pu\u021bin\u0103 vreme, trebuie s\u0103 fie vreun sfert de or\u0103, s-a deschis porti\u021ba p\u0103rintelui. P\u0103rintele a ie\u0219it parc\u0103 uit\u00e2ndu-se dup\u0103 cineva. Eu am alergat \u00eenspre p\u0103rintele bucuroas\u0103 c\u0103 a deschis, so\u021bul meu nu m-a urmat, a r\u0103mas \u00eempreun\u0103 cu maica, la porti\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>P\u0103rintele s-a a\u0219ezat, ca de obicei \u00een fotoliul lui, iar eu m-am a\u0219ezat cu fa\u021ba spre porti\u021b\u0103, uit\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 la el, fa\u021b\u0103 c\u0103tre fa\u021b\u0103 \u0219i p\u0103rintele era transfigurat. Se uita undeva \u00eenspre p\u0103dure \u0219i tot spunea c\u0103 a venit la el un p\u0103rinte \u2013 v\u0103 spun, eu nu \u00een\u021belegeam absolut nimic din ce zicea atunci \u2013 a venit la el un p\u0103rinte, un c\u0103lug\u0103r slab, slab, cu barba lung\u0103 \u0219i alb\u0103 \u0219i galben ca ceara \u0219i cu ochii alba\u0219tri. \u0218i a venit la el s\u0103-i spun\u0103:<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 P\u0103rinte, roag\u0103-te pentru mine, c\u0103 eu trec dincolo. \u0218i am trebuin\u021b\u0103 s\u0103 te rogi pentru mine.<\/p>\n<p>Iar p\u0103rintele Proclu i-a zis:<\/p>\n<p>-Nu, p\u0103rinte, eu am trebuin\u021b\u0103 s\u0103 te rogi pentru mine!<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Ba nu p\u0103rinte, acum tu te rogi pentru mine, c\u0103 eu plec dincolo.<\/p>\n<p>\u0218i a plecat.<\/p>\n<p>Zice: \u201eAm ie\u0219it dup\u0103 el, s\u0103 m\u0103 uit afar\u0103, s\u0103 v\u0103d unde este. Era cineva la poart\u0103 dar nu l-a v\u0103zut.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Apoi s-a a\u0219ezat p\u0103rintele pe fotoliu \u0219i a t\u0103cut \u0219i tot se uita spre p\u0103dure. Apoi am realizat c\u0103 se uita spre Petru Vod\u0103 \u0219i avea o privire care trecea dincolo de timp \u0219i spunea:<\/p>\n<p>\u201eDoamne, cum mai str\u0103luce\u0219te, uite cum mai str\u0103luce\u0219te! Nu pot s\u0103-mi mai iau ochii de acolo. Ce lumin\u0103!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Apoi t\u0103cea, t\u0103cea \u0219i privea undeva departe. Nu \u00eendr\u0103zneam s\u0103-l \u00eentreb nimic, nu voiam s\u0103-i stric taina! Inima mea fierbea, sim\u021beam c\u0103 spune ceva extraordinar. M\u0103 \u00eentreba p\u0103rintele:<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Nu vezi?<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Nu v\u0103d, p\u0103rinte, unde? Ar\u0103ta\u021bi cu m\u00e2nu\u021ba!<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Uite acolo! Uite acolo! Nu vezi? Cum mai str\u0103luce\u0219te!<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Nu v\u0103d, nu v\u0103d nimic!<\/p>\n<p>M-am ridicat de pe fotoliu unde st\u0103team c\u0103 eram cu spatele spre lumin\u0103, am venit c\u0103tre p\u0103rintele, chiar m-am a\u0219ezat \u00een genunchi pe scaunul lui \u0219i am zis:<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Unde, p\u0103rinte?<\/p>\n<p>\u0218i el \u00eemi ar\u0103ta cu m\u00e2nu\u021ba:<\/p>\n<p>-Uite acolo! Uite, nu vezi, uite cum mai str\u0103luce\u0219te!<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Nu v\u0103d nimic\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Las\u0103, ai s\u0103 vezi! Ai s\u0103 vezi!<\/p>\n<p>T\u0103cea \u0219i nu spunea nimic, se uita departe, departe, din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd ofta \u0219i spunea:<\/p>\n<p>-\u00cenfrico\u0219\u0103tor este ceasul mor\u021bii. \u00cenfrico\u0219\u0103tor este ceasul mor\u021bii\u2026<\/p>\n<h4><strong>\u201eO s\u0103 vezi ceasul mor\u021bii\u201d<\/strong><\/h4>\n<p>\u0218i iar\u0103\u0219i ofta. A durat cred c\u0103 vreo jum\u0103tate de or\u0103. V\u0103 spun, nu \u00eendr\u0103zneam s\u0103-l \u00eentreb absolut nimic, din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd \u00ee\u0219i \u00eendrepta privirea spre mine, avea ochii lumino\u0219i dar eu \u00eel vedeam greu \u00een acela\u0219i timp, nu puteam s\u0103-l privesc prea mult timp \u00een ochi \u0219i spunea:<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Cum mai str\u0103luce\u0219te! \u00cenfrico\u0219\u0103tor e ceasul mor\u021bii! Nu vezi? Las\u0103, c\u0103 ai s\u0103 vezi!<\/p>\n<p>Dup\u0103 cam jum\u0103tate de or\u0103, a cobor\u00e2t maica \u0219i cu so\u021bul meu.\u00a0 P\u0103rintele nu a mai spus nimic de aceast\u0103 lumin\u0103. Doar se uita din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd \u00een acela\u0219i loc \u0219i ofta cu aceea\u0219i privire.<\/p>\n<p>N-am stat prea mult. Tot a\u0219a, ne-a vorbit despre ceasul mor\u021bii. Numai despre moarte vorbea:<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 \u00cenfrico\u0219\u0103tor e ceasul mor\u021bii.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0103 ierta\u021bi, am uitat s\u0103 v\u0103 spun un am\u0103nunt. \u00cenainte de a cobor\u00ee maica Filoteia \u0219i cu so\u021bul meu, i-am spus la un moment dat p\u0103rintelui c\u0103 tot \u00eencerca s\u0103-mi arate lumina \u0219i-atunci am zis:<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 P\u0103rinte, oare n-o fi vreun pustnic acolo, prin p\u0103dure? Oare n-o fi vreun pustnic, poate ar trebui s\u0103 merge\u021bi s\u0103-l vede\u021bi!<\/p>\n<p>P\u0103rintele zice:<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Nu m\u0103 \u021bin picioarele, nu pot s\u0103 ajung p\u00e2n\u0103 acolo.<\/p>\n<p>Iar apoi, z\u00e2mbind a\u0219a ghidu\u0219, spre mine:<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Dar \u00eenc\u0103 nu-i vremea. Nu-i vremea, dar mai t\u00e2rziu voi merge \u0219i eu acolo.<\/p>\n<p>Da\u2026 Apoi c\u00e2nd am plecat \u00een ma\u0219in\u0103, i-am spus imediat so\u021bului ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat, \u0219i el m-a \u00eentrebat:<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Chiar n-ai v\u0103zut nimic?<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Nimic. Nici m\u0103car nu era un asfin\u021bit spectaculos. Ni\u0219te nori\u0219ori pe cer.<\/p>\n<p>Plec\u00e2nd spre Ia\u0219i, deja era aproape, cred, 22 \u0219i jum\u0103tate\u00a0 c\u00e2nd am ajuns. Am primit mesaj c\u0103 p\u0103rintele Justin a trecut la Domnul. Nici atunci nu am realizat ce mi-a spus.<\/p>\n<p>M-am \u00eentors \u0219i am plecat spre Petru Vod\u0103. Am zis c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 ajungem la p\u0103rintele. Pe p\u0103rintele Justin l-am cunoscut, am avut parte cu binecuv\u00e2ntarea lui , dar nu mi-a trecut prin minte c\u0103 despre p\u0103rintele Justin vorbea, despre c\u0103lug\u0103rul care-a venit s\u0103-\u0219i ia r\u0103mas bun de la el.<\/p>\n<p>\u00cen momentul \u00een care am intrat \u00een biseric\u0103, p\u0103rintele era deja depus la Petru Vod\u0103, sus la c\u0103lug\u0103ri, \u00eencepuse Utrenia. \u00cen momentul \u00een care l-am v\u0103zut pe p\u0103rintele Justin acolo, \u00een racl\u0103, slab, chipul ca ceara \u0219i cu barba alba \u0219i lung\u0103, atunci mi-a r\u0103sunat \u00een minte cuvintele p\u0103rintelui Proclu. Abia atunci am \u00een\u021beles despre cine vorbea p\u0103rintele.<\/p>\n<p>Le-am spus unor maici, ni\u0219te prietene de acolo despre ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat, ele m-au \u00eentrebat la ce or\u0103 era la p\u0103rintele Proclu. Ele mi-au spus c\u0103 la 18.30 intrase \u00een com\u0103. M-am cutremurat c\u00e2nd am realizat minunea \u0219i le-am rugat s\u0103 nu spun\u0103, s\u0103 tac\u0103. M-am speriat. Pur \u0219i simplu tr\u0103iam o fil\u0103 de pateric.<\/p>\n<p>C\u00e2nd m-am \u00eentors la p\u0103rintele Proclu, dup\u0103 ceva vreme, s\u0103 zic, dup\u0103 \u00eenmorm\u00e2ntarea p\u0103rintelui Justin, la c\u00e2teva zile, p\u0103rintele era cu un grup de credincio\u0219i, \u00eenafara chiliei, tocmai le f\u0103cea cruce pe cap, cum era obiceiul dumnealui, la plecare.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_15300\" style=\"width: 760px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-15300\" class=\"wp-image-15300 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/traditia.md\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/starecz-proklu-s-duhovnymi-chadami-u-vorot-svoej-kellii.jpg\" alt=\"\u0421\u0442\u0430\u0440\u0435\u0446 \u041f\u0440\u043e\u043a\u043b\u0443 \u0441 \u0434\u0443\u0445\u043e\u0432\u043d\u044b\u043c\u0438 \u0447\u0430\u0434\u0430\u043c\u0438 \u0443 \u0432\u043e\u0440\u043e\u0442 \u0441\u0432\u043e\u0435\u0439 \u043a\u0435\u043b\u043b\u0438\u0438\" width=\"750\" height=\"563\" srcset=\"https:\/\/traditia.md\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/starecz-proklu-s-duhovnymi-chadami-u-vorot-svoej-kellii.jpg 750w, https:\/\/traditia.md\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/starecz-proklu-s-duhovnymi-chadami-u-vorot-svoej-kellii-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/traditia.md\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/starecz-proklu-s-duhovnymi-chadami-u-vorot-svoej-kellii-585x439.jpg 585w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 750px) 100vw, 750px\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-15300\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">P\u0103rintele Proclu cu fii duhovnice\u0219ti la poarta chiliei sale<\/p><\/div>\n<h4><strong>Minunea<\/strong><\/h4>\n<p>Peste mul\u021bime, v\u0103z\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 c\u0103 urc dealul, m-a \u00eentrebat de departe:<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Ei, cum e? Ai v\u0103zut acum? Ai v\u0103zut?<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Da, p\u0103rinte, am v\u0103zut!<\/p>\n<p>La care p\u0103rintele ridic\u00e2nd privirea spre cer, a zis:<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 P\u0103rintele Justin a fost un sf\u00e2nt!<\/p>\n<p>V\u0103 spun \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103, m-am temut s\u0103 vorbesc despre aceast\u0103 minune, n-am spus nim\u0103nui, pe prietenele mele le-am rugat s\u0103 tac\u0103, mi-a fost foarte, foarte\u2026 M-am cutremurat.<\/p>\n<p>Nu \u0219tiu, poate nu era cazul s\u0103 vorbesc. C\u00e2nd am venit la parastasul de 40 de zile al p\u0103rintelui Proclu, eram hot\u0103r\u00e2t\u0103 s\u0103 iau leg\u0103tura cu p\u0103rin\u021bii de la m\u0103n\u0103stire s\u0103 le povestesc. Am zis c\u0103 nu este o minune care m\u0103 prive\u0219te pe mine personal. A\u0219a a r\u00e2nduit Dumnezeu s\u0103 fiu acolo. Ea arat\u0103 sfin\u021benia p\u0103rintelui Proclu \u0219i a p\u0103rintelui Justin. Dar nici la parastasul de 40 de zile nu am avut curaj s\u0103 iau leg\u0103tura cu p\u0103rin\u021bii de aici, nu am avut aceast\u0103 \u00eendr\u0103zneal\u0103. \u0218i am spus: \u201eGata, ce-a fost a fost, n-am s\u0103 spun absolut nimic nim\u0103nui.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u00cen noaptea aceea, l-am visat pe p\u0103rintele Justin! Am visat c\u0103 p\u0103rintele Justin era viu \u0219i c\u0103 p\u0103rintele Proclu trecuse la Domnul \u0219i eu m-am dus la el la Petru Vod\u0103 s\u0103-l caut s\u0103-i spun aceast\u0103 \u00eent\u00e2mplare \u0219i ce sfat sa-mi dea, dac\u0103 s\u0103 vorbesc sau nu. Iar p\u0103rintele Justin, l-am visat la priveghere, am zis c\u0103 \u00eencepe acum privegherea de noapte. \u0218i mi-a spus a\u0219a:<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 St\u0103m \u00eempreun\u0103 la rug\u0103ciune \u0219i dup\u0103 priveghere vorbim. Pentru c\u0103 aceast\u0103 minune nu poate fi spus\u0103 oriunde, oricum, oric\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n<p>Mi-a dat apoi o carte, nu \u0219tiu ce carte era, dar pe ea mi-a scris un autograf. \u201eToat\u0103 slava \u0219i \u00eenchin\u0103ciunea o dau Domnului\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Dup\u0103 aceast\u0103 \u00eent\u00e2mplare, nici atunci nu m-am agitat s\u0103 caut pe cineva, am fost eu c\u0103utat\u0103 de doamna Raluca T\u0103n\u0103seanu, din partea p\u0103rin\u021bilor \u0219i a\u0219a am dat m\u0103rturia. Da.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_15302\" style=\"width: 760px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-15302\" class=\"wp-image-15302 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/traditia.md\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/monah-proklu-nikeu-v-svoej-kellii-1.jpg\" alt=\"\u041c\u043e\u043d\u0430\u0445 \u041f\u0440\u043e\u043a\u043b\u0443 (\u041d\u0438\u043a\u044d\u0443) \u0432 \u0441\u0432\u043e\u0435\u0439 \u043a\u0435\u043b\u043b\u0438\u0438\" width=\"750\" height=\"422\" srcset=\"https:\/\/traditia.md\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/monah-proklu-nikeu-v-svoej-kellii-1.jpg 750w, https:\/\/traditia.md\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/monah-proklu-nikeu-v-svoej-kellii-1-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/traditia.md\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/06\/monah-proklu-nikeu-v-svoej-kellii-1-585x329.jpg 585w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 750px) 100vw, 750px\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-15302\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Monahul Proclu (Nic\u0103u) \u00een chilia sa<\/p><\/div>\n<p>\u0218i \u00eenc\u0103 o m\u0103rturie, un lucru extraordinar, vreau s\u0103 mai spun despre p\u0103rintele Proclu, pentru c\u0103 suntem \u00eentr-o m\u0103n\u0103stire care are unul dintre hramuri ale Sf\u00e2ntului Serafim de Sarov. Sunt convins\u0103, c\u0103 foarte mul\u021bi, privindu-l pe p\u0103rintele Proclu, v-a\u021bi g\u00e2ndit la Sf\u00e2ntul Serafim de Sarov. La asem\u0103n\u0103rile dintre ei.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Am trecut printr-o ispit\u0103, am venit, ca de obicei la p\u0103rintele Proclu; voiam s\u0103 vorbesc. Nu trebuia s\u0103-i spui \u2013\u00a0 el \u00ee\u021bi r\u0103spundea la g\u00e2nduri. Aveam o mare fr\u0103m\u00e2ntare. Voiam s\u0103 aflu ceva despre rug\u0103ciune, despre rug\u0103ciunea inimii, dar nu voiam s\u0103-i spun despre bucuria, m\u00e2ng\u00e2ierea Duhului Sf\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n<p>Bine, totul porne\u0219te de la o tr\u0103ire, s\u0103 spunem, m\u0103 temeam s\u0103 nu fiu \u00een \u00een\u0219elare, \u00eentrebasem pe duhovnic, dar am sim\u021bit c\u0103 nu m-a \u00een\u021beles \u0219i a\u0219 fi vrut s\u0103 vorbesc cu p\u0103rintele. N-am putut. M\u0103 aflam \u00een preajma lui \u0219i n-am putut.<\/p>\n<p>P\u0103rintele spunea astfel:<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Sunt momente \u00een via\u021b\u0103 c\u00e2nd Duhul Sf\u00e2nt \u00ee\u021bi m\u00e2ng\u00e2ie inimioara \u0219i vrei s\u0103 vorbe\u0219ti cu cineva dar n-ai cui s\u0103 spui. C\u0103 nu te \u00een\u021belege.<\/p>\n<p>\u0218i tot repeta \u0219i repeta \u0219i se uita la mine. Nu \u00eendr\u0103zneam s\u0103-i spun, nu \u00eendr\u0103zneam. Atunci a zis c\u0103 \u00eel cam dor picioarele:<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Ce s\u0103 fac eu cu picioarele astea?<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Haide\u021bi la noi, v\u0103 ducem la doctor. \u0218i a venit. Spre surprinderea noastr\u0103 chiar \u0219i a surorii lui.<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Gata vin, m\u00e2ine diminea\u021b\u0103 la 6 m\u0103 lua\u021bi de aici.<\/p>\n<p>Atunci am avut marea bucurie s\u0103 stau cu el iar\u0103\u0219i \u00eentre patru ochi. \u0218i m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam: s\u0103-i spun, s\u0103 nu-i spun? P\u0103rintele a zis, de trei ori a repetat g\u00e2ndul. \u201eNu se poate, dac\u0103 zice \u0219i a treia oar\u0103, trebuie s\u0103 vorbesc!\u201d A \u00eenceput iar\u0103\u0219i, a treia oar\u0103 s\u0103 spun\u0103:<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Vrei s\u0103 spui ceva \u0219i nu ai cui.<\/p>\n<p>\u00cen momentul acesta mi-am dat seama c\u0103 p\u0103rintele m\u0103 cite\u0219te ca pe o carte deschis\u0103. Citea de fapt \u0219i trecutul, nu numai prezentul meu. Doar am vrut s\u0103 deschid gura, s\u0103 spun un cuv\u00e2nt, at\u00e2ta. Dar p\u0103rintele a continuat,\u00a0 s-a ridicat, pur \u0219i simplu s-a transfigurat la fa\u021b\u0103 \u0219i lacrimile au \u00eenceput s\u0103-i \u0219iroiasc\u0103 pe obraz, s-a umplut de lumin\u0103, ridica ochii spre cer \u0219i spunea:<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Dorul de Dumnezeu, dorul Lui Dumnezeu, Duhul Sf\u00e2nt, Doamne Iisuse.<\/p>\n<p>M-am sim\u021bit ca Motovilov \u00een fa\u021ba Sf\u00e2ntului Serafim de Sarov. C\u00e2nd l-am v\u0103zut cum s-a schimbat a\u0219a \u00een lumin\u0103. M-am cutremurat, apoi am \u00eenceput \u0219i eu s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng \u00een fa\u021ba lui \u0219i s\u0103 zic Doamne Iisuse \u0219i sim\u021beam cum rug\u0103ciunea \u021b\u00e2\u0219nea din mine, adic\u0103 am \u00een\u021beles ceea ce spunea el despre bucurie, despre har.<\/p>\n<p>Bine\u00een\u021beles, a fost o demonstra\u021bie la mine, totul s-a \u0219ters pe urm\u0103, dar p\u0103rintele mi-a ar\u0103tat ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 adev\u0103rata rug\u0103ciune \u0219i ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 m\u00e2ng\u00e2ierea Duhului \u0219i dorul de Dumnezeu. Despre care at\u00e2t de frumos vorbea:<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Dac\u0103 dob\u00e2nde\u0219ti dorul de Dumnezeu, nici una din bucuriile stric\u0103cioase ale acestui veac p\u0103c\u0103litor nu te mai am\u0103ge\u0219te.<\/p>\n<p>Iar \u00een \u00eencheiere, nu vreau s\u0103 lungesc cuv\u00e2ntul, c\u00e2nd l-am v\u0103zut ultima oar\u0103, fiind cu dou\u0103 luni \u00eenainte de adormirea lui, mi-a spus urm\u0103torul cuv\u00e2nt:<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 C\u00e2t pot, nu v\u0103 uit iar dup\u0103 ce voi trece dincolo, dac\u0103 voi afla mil\u0103 \u00een fa\u021ba Lui Dumnezeu a\u0219a am s\u0103 m\u0103 rog: \u201eDoamne, pe to\u021bi care au trecut pragul chiliei mele, \u00eenvrednice\u0219te-i s\u0103 dob\u00e2ndeasc\u0103 un col\u021bi\u0219or de Rai!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>S\u0103 avem parte de binecuv\u00e2ntarea lui![1]<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><strong><em>Oana Maria Smoc<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>Sursa: <a href=\"https:\/\/www.chilieathonita.ro\/2023\/02\/06\/vedenia-parintelui-proclu-despre-sfintenia-parintelui-justin-parvu\/\"><strong>O CHILIE ATHONIT\u0102<\/strong><\/a><\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00cen imaginea la publicare: \u00een st\u00e2nga arhimandritul Justin (P\u00e2rvu), \u00een dreapta monahul Proclu (Nic\u0103u)<\/em><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 10pt;\">[1] La 3 iunie 2023 s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat ireparabilul: chilia p\u0103rintelui Proclu (Nic\u0103u) a ars din temelii<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Respecta\u021bi \u0219i iubi\u021bi de c\u0103tre credincio\u0219i, p\u0103rin\u021bii rom\u00e2ni arhimandritul Justin (P\u00e2rvu; 1919-2013) \u0219i monahul Proclu (Nic\u0103u; 1928-2017) au fost contemporani, \u00eens\u0103 niciodat\u0103&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":15298,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_lmt_disableupdate":"","_lmt_disable":"","slim_seo":{"title":"Vedenia p\u0103rintelui Proclu (Nic\u0103u) despre sfin\u021benia p\u0103rintelui Justin (P\u00e2rvu) - traditia.md","description":"Respecta\u021bi \u0219i iubi\u021bi de c\u0103tre credincio\u0219i, p\u0103rin\u021bii rom\u00e2ni arhimandritul Justin (P\u00e2rvu; 1919-2013) \u0219i monahul Proclu (Nic\u0103u; 1928-2017) au fost contemporani, \u00een"},"footnotes":""},"categories":[40,38],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15304","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-apararea-credintei","category-stiri"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/traditia.md\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15304","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/traditia.md\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/traditia.md\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/traditia.md\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/traditia.md\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15304"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/traditia.md\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15304\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/traditia.md\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/15298"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/traditia.md\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15304"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/traditia.md\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15304"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/traditia.md\/ro\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15304"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}